23/12/2024
Me and Toni have been playng tomodachi life and the only ship that's worked out has been June and Nox. Rodger stole Alex from Rita at some point and everyone wants to get into the wrong pants. Horrid. On the plus side me and Toni got together after Charlie tried to go for her, whoo!
6/1/25
Avery and Rodger got together, as I've entirely given up on making most canon couples and this one is funny. They had a child as Rodger wanted one and proceeded to not take care of it at all and it now an adult. Having left it all up to Avery. Alex and Rita got together eventually and are married now. I hate Rodger. They're a dead beat father.
But anyway me and Toni are doing an art trade but a whole ass sketchbook and I have 4 pages already. Really excited and been loving it. Been loving the process and the art. Might snow some of it! Currently having a Daniel hyper fixation lol. So it's been mega fun as I want to do mostly OC's of hers!
7/1/25
June and Nox married, and neve trust snowdrop. Yeah for some reason Snowdrop and Allison are together which is funny because snowdrop is gay and allison is aro lmfao. yes i gave up. Fuck snowdrop. me and my homies hate snowdrop. Anyway working on his sprite and he's almost done teehee
14/1/25
i like military fashion because it's really bold, sleek and sharp but i always get so paranoid when i see artists draw it because i raise my hands to the sky and hope and pray to god they aren't a nazi
tbh i probably have ocd since it seems similar to some of the ocd people in life experience who have diagnosed ocd, nothing solid just a suspicion.
i used to do this with music where in so many ways it gets a bit hard to list them, cause for instance one of my favourite songs the iron cross on the album cover for no fucking reason and it annoys me so much. i hate that about some goth music in particular. a lot of bands try to be edgy for shock value and i really despise edgy humour with a passion. I like these songs but eugh. it's gross. point is i used to be more paranoid about people getting the wrong impression lol.
anyway another rant but i used to find it weird when goths are hateful, now it aint but i used to more closely associate goth with punk, and while goth did stem from punk they, (un)fortunately aren't the same and kinda don't have exactly the same values though goth music has always been pretty political. and still is but in the end there's a part of goth music that's kinda focused more on edgy humour unfortunately.
anyway there's bigoted "punks" anyway, for some reason. probably due to just how much punk has in a way been turned into a fashion trend ig. i'm a bit of a punk but not much so idk. so the most i can tell that's probably why but really confusing.
as we speak tomorrow for us by rosetta stone is playing and that's a very political song so again those happen and they're very common. also good song, REALLY good song. god i'm utterly guilty because i listen to three bands that sound pretty similar. the sisters already get criticized for sounding the same lmfao. and i love their music and then also listen to rosetta stone and the mission which you could argue sound pretty darn familiar but makes sense considering everything. highly recommend them all they sound distinctive to me anyway but rosetta sure as hell sounds like the sisters but without andrew eldritch.
20/2/25
Man the thing about art that sucks is that i feel like i don't have enough time to do all the things i want, and that's the problem wth the birthday art and the yearly halloween art initially was that i had no time to do shit.
16/4/2025
According to my mother I was a rabid child and I'd bite the kids at my school and my mother and so she bit me back to teach me how it felt. In reality it didn't work and now I just bite Toni instead. It's not really sexual more like a love language thing, I get the urge to bite and punch people I love. My love language is to destroy. Obviously softly unless otherwise asked.
9/8/2025
Oh, I really don't post on here often, a shame. I should do that more, I suppose the problem is that I only have 1 GB on here so I don't want to use it all up haha, anyway I've been learning japanese for the last 3 months, It's been really rewarding and while I'm far far from fleuncy it's genuinely been very rewarding for me. For the last while I've been pretty overwhelmed haha, art wise, that is, I have halloween and that's been kinda a lot this year, it feels like I don't have free time at least it definitely did for awhile so I doubt I'll do that next year as much as I'm sad about that aha. That said I'm almost done now, and it hasn't been so bad for me for the last drawing I'm on. I've also been working on a Picrew, I started one, in, what must've been 2023 and I got decently far but I've picked it up again and dear lord I'm obsessed. I ended up having to redo most of what I had lol, I tried to approach it more methodically which has helped giving me some direction because lord it's overwhelming, I also did what I wanted because last time I added stuff that got suggested which isn't bad but I only have 750 items and it's my webshite all over again, but it's been fun. I've always loved dress up games as a kid so t's cool making one.
10/8/2025
Me and Toni made cookies yesterday, but I baked the last bit of dough today, it's good, it's nice to have a batch of cookies that work, haha. I made a doll of Oleander for Toni's birthday this year, I gave him his bag today, because I mostly finished it, except for some paint work. He stole Frankie's shoes. Here's him with Rodger.
28/09/2025
tumby hurmpt :-(
As much as I'd love to end it off there, as it would be funny, you all know that's not a feasible reality. So I'll continue talking. I am indeed experiencing stomach cramps, my uterus has shed it's linings as per the typical monthly experience for us folk with uteruses, uteri? Whatever. Anyway me and Toni made browns (brownies but it's more akin to a cake, so it is not very small, so browns.) They're good. I did however have very smelly farts for the entire day, and of course I was sure to utilise such powers to my bestest abilities. We also played Needy Streamer Overload as it was on sale and we enjoy psycological horrors so we played one playthrough of it and hope to do more next week. It was a good, fun time! It felt a little hard to play, certinally at first but still very enjoyable. I've recently been playing Slime Rancher as it's a game I saw lets plays of as a child, and since the second game came out (of I assume early access, apologies I wasn't keeping track) so it was dirt cheap and I had some cash so I bought it and enjoyed it far more than I thought I would. Not that I had bad expectations, just that I hadn't seen much of the game in years but have fond memories of it so I just had pretty neutral expectations. A fun game and I've been loving the exploration, to my surprise. Yes I have slimes in as many tabby lardos as a man could dream of. I also got the second game with Needy Streamer so this is estensibly my birthday. On another note my loathing for gacha games has continued and I quit Genshin (and Infinity Nikki) it was a rather hard descision and I dont regret my time in the game but I simply can't look at the game the same at all anymore. It just feels like a waste of my time now, the whole game is artificially padded and the only gameplay is stuff I kept putting off to do chores. As for the exploration it seems.... Pointless? I have no reason to, really, so I never really did it, with Slime Rancher I've found I have a reason to explore as the whole game is basically about exploration and you're incentivised to as you need to do it to find new slimes and on top of that the map sizes feel just big enough. If I could choose though I wish you could look at the maps at anytime though, maybe you can and I just cant find it, but thats still a problem in my opinion. Regardless Genshin's maps feel too big for it's own good, and really all you actually get out of them is... Primos... Which... You just gamble away... The story of Genshin sure as hell is amazing but it's rather sullied by the fact the whole game is just a bunch of chores. All in all as much as the game meant a lot to me, I just cant find it worth it anymore, so I chose to finally quit it. Perhaps I'll come back to it, but it doesnt seem worth it to me anymore, it does suck but I want to spend my leasure time somewhere more valueable. Frankly the only reason I kept playing it was for the potential free rewards to, what? Spend away? Which honestly was kinda the reason I decided to just quit, the game also just runs on FOMO, I mean long term gripes with Genshin have always been: gacha is a predatory system, so I've always known that and that I just hate the limted time events. I've heard for a lot of people that it's made them feel burnt out at the game but for me, I just hated that I could never experience those events again, for that I could never experience old events. Besides it all comes back to artifical padding as a lot of the event minigames can be completed in one day if you wait long enough so basically it just forces you to log in daily to do them, then wait again. Another aspect about Genshin I've come to loathe is that, I can't help but feel it'd be a better game if it wasn't made with it's current system. IN my mind a game with the archon quest structure, every nation has a few unlockable set of characters for free which means a few things, they don't have to get a new character out every month (or more) which means there's more of a focus on making characters that are interesting and more balanced afterall with Genshin's system 4 stars are forced to be worse since, they're easier to get and of course some of them are incredibly important but if you want the good units you have to either grind to get a 5 star or spend cash. This revision would also better sort out the power creep as basically you HAVE to make new characters that are sellable and they have to get better and better. So in my head in this new game you'd have characters in a nation that work together and are all created to have unique and interesting mechanics that perhaps work with their nation and all are meant to work together. Of course I should clarify I am by all means not really a game developer, I mean I do enjoy making games and I am making one, and will do more but I'm by all means not someone who knows what I'm doing so please understand that I'm NOT an authority. I do have my own philosopies in game development: To make everything playable without any outside guides whatsoever, everything important that is, I make things hopefully as completeable without help as possible, afterall what if you don't really have access to the internet really? Like what if you don't really have access to freely look stuff up, like yes you need the internet to download the game but what if you don't have the ability to look stuff up as easily as, say, me? So is the game just... Imposible. So I want to make my games playable without any outside help, as well of course as just generally easy to navigate and just, playbable? I also will not do any limited events, and any that I do won't be major. ALso a nother thing about Genshin I don't like is: the replayablility, it's basically impossible, and on top of that it's a game you just can't play catchup on, if you get to it late, TOO BAD!